Thursday, December 31

the last few hours....

I just can't believe 2009 is ending already!

At the same time, can't wait for 2010!

2009... hurmmmm... hasn't been one of the best years I have to say. But I managed to survive! Wooohoooooo~ And... with that... learning a lot =]

Sooo.... Like all countdowns.. Imma try my own 10 year '09 highlights. And highlights doesn't necessarily mean all positive, happy happy joy joy events aites =]




10. Off with you now college!

So 09 marks the end of my life in HELP Uni College! I think the "I enjoy high school because of friends, not because of work" still applies here.

SO! I enjoyed college thanks to friends who made it worth coming to. Treasure every "sit on the floor" talks I had with Swei and just feeling like I can be silly me with her. Haha. They were fun! Gene, goodness, all the "save me a seat" messages! And all the HP towers, Manulife, and... other buildings that i sadly do not remember their names. Jason never fails to make me feel stupid (haha) especially in Chem classes! But we do talk a lot! Fux! You damn hobo! Haha. Sadly we only started talking towards the end of 08. But college wouldn't be the same without this weird midget-y hobo. (lol, i kid about the midget part) Alex! Who never fails to check my handphone messages =.= Miss you la brother! You know what! I just miss lotsa peeps from college! You guys rock la!


As for studies... heh heh... Okay hate it.. Results... wanna burn them.. But... In the end.. I guess, they're alright? 1,6, 10 marks... so close! Haih. Nevermind la. I still got myself into uni =\ Sad to think that I bummed so much over my results that I forgot how fun college actually was... Dushhh...


9. Life as a ballerina


Though I didn't take any exams this year, I've learnt many things teaching my own classes. Like, kids, they LOVE stickers. It's so easy to bribe them. LOL. And, kids really do say the darnedest things!

"miss khor... today, my daddy scold my maid... because she spilled the water"

Okay, I know it doesn't make sense, BUT, it's a... you have to be there to feel all "awwwwww" and stuff kinda moment. How could you not melt at that! =] And this happens like.. in every single class, without fail! I can turn up for classes feeling all shitty and stuff but, kids really do have a way of warming you up from the inside =] And, it also feels very accomplishing when you've taught you're student to grasp the idea, technique, step!


Also, we had a newspaper photo shoot for our school's charity concert cheque giveaway thingy which I decided to make sure I attend. Putting on my tutu, shoes, make up again.... Which makes me miss Dance Concerts so much! ='[ Makes me look forward to the next one! Which would be next year! Yea!!!



8. College Prom 09!

I was... soooo... extremely late for my own college prom! Haha! Like, I didn't have enough time to do my hair or make up or whatever. Not even wear the friggin dress properly! All because, like all photo shoots, the newspaper ballet photo shoot thing, didn't end on time! Haha. So, I was just like... Rushing outta me tutu, taking off my bun, wiping off the terribly heavy make up. Goodness... the poor date... also made him late.. like... about... 1hr ++??? So I missed a whole lotta taking picture outside the ballroom before the doors open thing, pre dinner drinks, performances. Sigh.

And I was rushing so much, I think I ripped part of my dress? Yea... Jason found a lighter for me though to burn the ends of the cloth in place so it wouldn't frail so much. Was it worth all of this?


Hehe... Definitely? Completely out of my expectations but.... I became PROM QUEEN!!! Wheeeee~ This becoming my... 2nd Prom Queen title. Haha. High school.. College?!?!? Like... WHAT?!?!?! Like college prom couldn't get any better! Haha... Sigh... That was a good night. =]


7. Spontaneous sleepovers

So the girls had sleepovers... Just gotta love the BATU SISTERS for coming up with such spontaneous ideas. WE ROCK! lol. From a "can't let this birthday celebration end just yet" moment to a "dessert's bar chit chat" meet up, Jo-Ann, Katrina and I, someone's bound to say "sleepover la!". And if that last min plan gets the approval from our parents, we're all just giddy and glee-ey (is there such a word?) cos like any other sleepover, there will definitely be a whole lotta story telling going on ;]



6. Gentingsssss Tripsssss

With the most unlikely bunch of people! Haha! Gene, Chun Hoe, Fu Xuan, Jon, Debbie and I (with Dex and Zhen Lun who joined later in the night) decided to have an outta the blue trip to Genting! Stayed in an awesome room and played cards too many times! The boys were addicted to that Space Shot ride thing. I think we took any hardcore rides available like twice? But the thing that really KILLED us was that baby ride SWING thing, like literally, we DIED after that kiddish ride XS

Haha. But it was a whole load of fun! Not to mention how we ate maggi hot cups every single day every single time! And Fu Xuan's epic phail jello shots =.= Thank goodness there were shuttle buses to Gohtong Jaya! We had good ol' chinese food! And lots of satay!!!!! Wheee.... And after eating, we always had to catch the shuttle bus back to our hotel. And that was probably the most hilarious thing!

"DON'T GO INTO THE CLOUDED AREA!"
"DON'T FORNICATE!"
"BAHHSSSSSS!!!! BAHHSSSSSSSSS!!!!" *runs* roflmao!

Genting rocks! With friends! We were all meh-overdosed...


5. Flashmobs and Explosion OST

So this year, E-OST decided to compete again! Haha! Gosh.... Gene, Aris, Germaine, Julius and Kim! We had oodles of fun during practices at Floor Fever's place. From Aris's new found talent in voguing and wacking, to many costume shopping attempts together, to just fooling and playing around (handstands, six steps, weird...but funny... dance steps), to our new found mascot.... everybody do the moose! (LOL).... sigh... We didn't win, but it was a good experience la!

From there, we managed to get ourselves into dance flashmobs... and get paid! Thank you Floor Fever! Did a few.... Maxis Iphone 3Gs launch,


Beyonce's Pre-Concert party at Zouk (of course she didn't come in the end... pfffft)


and the Adidas World Cup Official Football launch.


And then, there's gonna be the New Year's Eve flashmob. Haha. Each and every practice / rehearsal session was great. Learned new dance steps and had fun with the whole mob.

4. Cat walking.... ... .. .

Was asked to catwalk for the Giordano line for Victim a la Mode fashion show. Was an awesome experience! From the fitting sessions, make up, hairstyling, small practice sessions walking, cameras lined up as you walk. Haha. There's something to cat walking, very much like dance performances, where you know everyone's just looking at you, and you just gotta give them all you've got with that "attitude"? Don't know whether I got the runway attitude right. Haha. And I realised... that I can actually fit into size 24 jeans! OMG. Of course if I sat down I'm pretty sure that's a whole different story. Lol.

And, make up artists and hair stylists are just the most pleasant people. Haha. Sure I found it hard to communicate with them (blame my epic banana-ness) but they like to compliment you... like... A LOT... haha... Makes you feel awwww.... =]


3. Commercial shootings & trailer shooting

I had the chance to do the "Sehati Berdansa" promotional commercial which... involved a lotta dancing. Haha. Was supposed to be the Zapin dancer at first, but after casting, I was switched to the Hip Hop team as the main couple dancer! Wheeee~ Great.... Only, I'm not much of a hip hop dancer... haha. But managed to pull through with the rest under the guidance of Uncle Raimie (choreographer) and his never-ending instructions...

"more chemistry!, more sexy!, more expression!, lebih garang!, smile less!"

Haha. Stayed up for a whopping 42 HOURS that whole day/night cos had to collect my A Levels results in the morning, dance practice with E-OST in the afternoon, commercial shoot from the whole entire night and day, and practiced with E-OST again the next night for our competition the following day. Phew... I've never had such a jam packed schedule ever! And I had to teach ballet before our dance comp! It's a wonder how I didn't fall sick after all that! You can check out that commercial vid here!


Also! Was asked to be a backup dancer in this trailer shoot for "Kolej Mania". Woke up because of a call from Ajim in the wee hours of the morning and asked whether I'd like to do so and make some money. LOL. And, since I was doing nothing at the time it sounded pretty good to me. And I dragged Kim along. So we were really colourful dancers who didn't do much dancing. The most we did was clap our hands? Haha. Owh well, was still fun! We were prepped up in cool outfits and shoes from Floor Fever and got paid more than the other backups. So, was a good experience! Loved it! =]


2. Meeting new people... and from then on......

I like meeting new people and I like making new friends! Expand the social circle, get more connections =] But, I'd have to say, 2009 was a year for meeting more dancers and people from the beauty industry? Yea, I guess I can categorise them that way. Haha! From all the shootings, catwalk, flashmobs, performances... ahhh... good to meet new peeps from all walks of life. Hope these aren't the... "met you once and will never ever know you again" kinda scenario... Haha. I hate it when people go like

Me : I think we've met before... was it the.... ________?
Person : Really? I'm sorry, I don't remember. (here comes the finishing line!) I have really bad memory....

=.=" heh...

But then again! Dear 2009, has thought me that sometimes it's best not to get too close to people you've just met! It shall set upon you dire consequences! rawrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Heh.. But I can't change what I've done, though I always hope that this is something from a bad dream. If you can't possibly decipher this whole load of gibberish... then stop trying ;] Some might, some might not =]

And from that! Sigh... 2009... gee... you're not very forgiving are you? Ishhh.... But! I'm gonna take 2009 like you know... those... Mandarin teachers. They scold the crap outta you, beat you, make you cry, make you feel like you never ever wanna go for class again! But deep down inside, you know you are learning something =] So... 2009! It's a year for learning!

1. The lovelies, the babes, the batus, the girlfriends... Friends & Family!

Yea... This sounds sooooo cliche! But... 2009 wouldn't be what it was without the F&F. Actually, every year wouldn't be what it was without some F&F. Right? =]

Thanks for always being there! It's good to know there are people you can rely on!

Hurmmmm... I don't know why I can't make this point any longer... LOL. Maybe I suck at showing gratitude! Haha! But sometimes the shortest points just hit home run... Has it? =]


So! Here's to a crazy whirlwind ride for 2009!

And maybe to a more crazier 2010???? Hahaha... Whatever goes... =]


HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVELIES!

~love love~ ;]

Monday, December 28

like pulling off the band aid

wonders whether she should be dwelling more in hate or sadness...


easy.... definite answer : hate...


i guess prayers do work then.
they may reveal the answer to you the most brutal way possible.
but what's important is that you get the answer in the end.
isn't that what we all want?
answers?


and now i pray that i may come out an even stronger person then i was before.
how's this answer gonna turn out to be?....

Sunday, December 27

so christmas.....


Wasn't very Christmas-y this year. By that I meant, less presents (haha). But! It was fine with me, got to spend time with the cousins, going out here and there.

Late night outs, driving around Penang roads just to find Paddle Pop ice cream, right type of soya bean stall and cekodok / kuih kodok stalls, going to Gurney Plaza and Island Plaza God knows how many times! Haha. Basically, we went out everyday since Jon drove his car back to Penang.

Christmas Eve! Interesting.... After church, was supposed to go to Hard Rock Cafe but due to some complications we cancelled and decided to meet up with Lawrence's "big" friends (by big I mean older than he is la) but, this mamak stall we were suppose to meet up at, closed its doors at 1am! Like... What?!?!?! A mamak stall that closes at 1am?!?!?!? =O! My oh my....

So... Headed down to Sunrise McD. THAT McDonald's! Haha. Interesting place. The entire carpark was literally filled with motorbikes! I mean, if you decided to try your luck and find a carpark there, you wouldn't cos the number of motorbikes there were like...... WOAHH..... like they were all getting to race or something. And the place was... filled with.... the Chinese version of Rempits. Go figure.... All sitting by the curb or their bikes, waiting for the police unit to move out.


INSIDE THAT McDonald's.... More... well... yea.... I mean, I could just sit there for hours just observing people. But that's rude! And I might get knuckle-punched in my face. Haha. But yea.... their clothes.... shoes.... age..... friends... gangs.... hair! Haha. So we were there for about 2 hours? Just sitting, observing, munching on fries.

By 3am, the police cleared off. But. Nothing happened... Epic... We waited for 2 hours for nothing! Lol!

So we decided to head off as well. As we were passing the roundabout.... OMG! Gang fight! Of course the boys were like

Lawrence : OMG! GANG FIGHT! SLOW DOWN JON! SHOW WEI!
Reuben : OH F***! THEY'RE WACKING THE DUDE ON THE HEAD WITH THE HELMET!
Jon : SHIT! I CAN'T SEE! I'M DRIVING! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Lawrence : WALAUWEI! THE DUDE PENGSAN ALREADY! AND THEY'RE STILL WACKING HIM WITH THE HELMET!
Natasha : OMG! THE HELMET BROKE!

So.... Because Jon CAN'T get the full view of what crazy chaos he just drove us and the car into.... he decided to..... go round the roundabout.... AGAIN!

Jon : SHIT! I MUST GO ROUND AGAIN! I WANT TO SEE!
Me : WHAT?!?!?! WHY?!?!?! YOU WANNA GET US KILLED?!?!

*Jon drives car around the roundabout #2*

Lawrence : OMG! GUY PENGSAN. WAHHH! ONE GUY RUNNING AWAY!
Reuben : CRAP WEI! HE'S TURNING AROUND. SHIT THEY'RE COMING!

Jon : WOAHHHH! THEY THREW THE HELMET AT HIM!
Reuben : WHY IS THE DUDE SMILING?!?!?
Me : jon... don't rollover their helmet please!

This went on for about.... another 2 times?!?!? Going round the same roundabout =.=" Seriously.... We must have some sort of death wish or something. I bet, other "spectators" might have noticed the same car going round and round the stupid roundabout so many friggin times! But, I must admit that it was HILARIOUS and gives you the adrenaline rush.

So... Okay la! Enough! Time to head home! But on the way home.....

Lawrence : WALAUWEI.... THAT WAS DAMN CRAZY! WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Reuben : YEA! THE GUY MUST BE DAMN BASHED UP WEI!
Lawrence : YEA WEI.... I WONDER WHETHER GOT BLODD OR NOT...
Reuben : YEA! ME TOO...

Jon : ...........EY! LET'S GO SEE AGAIN! SEE WHAT HAPPENED IN THE END!

Are you kidding me?!?!?!???! =.=" boys and... action scenes. pfffft....
So here we go again.... driving back to the same roundabout. But this time....

Lawrence : EY! LET'S ROLL DOWN THE WINDOW SO WE CAN HEAR ALSO! SURROUND SOUND SYSTEM!
Reuben : YEA YEA YEA!
Jon : *laughing in agreement* *rolls down window*
Lawrence : BUT NOT SO MUCH LA! LATER THEY THROW HELMET THEN WE ALL MATI INSIDE!
Reuben : JON. REMEMBER TO SLOW DOWN AT THE ROUNDABOUT YOU KNOW!
Jon : *laughs again... in agreement!*
Me : YOU GUYS ARE CRAZY!
Natasha : YEA! WE'RE GONNA DIE LIKE THIS!
Boys : *LAUGHING* =.="
Lawrence : OKAY, IF WE KENA STOPPED BY THE GANG RIGHT. REMEMBER! I THINK WE ALL JUST RUN IN A STAR SHAPE LA!
Reuben : WHAT?!?!? A STAR?!?!??!?!
Lawrence : I DON'T KNOW LA! JUST RUN IN A STAR SHAPE! JUST DON'T RUN INTO THE SEA CAN ALREADY!
Everyone : *LAUGHING* (it was damn hilarious okay!)

Approaching destination.....

Lawrence : OKAY, SURROUND SYSTEM CHECK, SLOW DOWN CHECK, REMEMBER! STAR SHAPE OKAY!


LOL! OMG, Lawrence is so funny! But, by time we arrived with our surround system slow mo system.... the police took over the situation. But! BOYS BEING BOYS.... they decided to go round the roundabout a couple of times to find blood =.="

Reuben : EY. CHECK THE ROAD WEI. MAYBE GOT BLOOD ON IT!
Jon : YEA. LOOK DOWN!

So again! We go round the roundabout. This is like some. Mr. Bean stunt or something! Haha!

But, it was very memorable. We all got home like we just came out from the cinema or something. Haha. Interesting what adrenaline rush gets you into =]
And.... This post is way too long. I shall just end it here!

~toodles~
hope your christmas was enjoyable as well

Tuesday, December 22

uh-oh!

Dear lil lovely one week old blog!.... Happy 1 week birthday! =] hehe

As a christmas pressie and a 1 week birthday pressie, I've decided not to post anything for a whole week! =.="

Noooooo.................... haha.

Shall be leaving for Penang for a bit. Cos.... CHRISTMAS IS COMING!

*on the first day of christmas my......* =]

But I will be BACK!

So till next week!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
Hope it will be a great one for you! Happy happy joy joy! =]


p.s. I've enrolled myself into uni today! =o the horror!!!!!
=] Santa Claus is coming toooo town... to bring me more pressies! ;]

Saturday, December 19

the 5th post...


Recognise this advert anywhere? =]


hmmm hmmm..... =]
I know that I DO recognise this advert, but for some strange reason.... the only thing i remember from this advert is the pretty ribbon spelling out Miss... Which means... I did NOT take ANY notice of the very perfume this advert is all about!
=.=" (why oh why angeline.....)
And this is the perfume my mom keeps telling me about!
"the bottle has a very cute silver ribbon on it!"
And then she'd go on about how I would LOVE this perfume.


And was she right about that!
Christian Dior's Miss Dior Cherie!

Oui Oui!

So today! We went perfume hunting! Wasn't on the list of things to do for our Sunday family outing, we were suppose to get jeans for Jon, but... too bad, tough luck, next time! =] After the poor brother, all devastated in his search for jeans, left Gardens in defeat, the girls.... hehe... Revelled in the good riddance of the male species! Some good shopping to be done!

And perfume sellers are so sooooooo persuasive! Just... not persuasive enough!!! Gahhhh.... After shamelessly spraying on the Dior fragrance countless times....... We we we.......


DIDN'T BUY IT!

gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... =.="

I guess lil strips of perfumed paper will have to last me for the next day. But!!!! We did end up buying some other perfume. Hehe... For my Christmas present =] I'm gonna wait next year! I'm definitely gonna get this Dior perfume. New Year's resolution! Lol! For the meantime, the Christmas present makes.....


Angeline a happy girl =]

Friday, December 18

i'd like to make myself believe.....

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Light up the world as i fell asleep
Cause they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But i wouuld just stand and stare

Am so loving Fireflies by Owl City! Love how this song captures this very dreamy effect... it's like I'm laying down on the grass watching the stars or something (pffft.... watching the stars, the day I get to see the sky filled with stars! Sigh...). Yea, I'm a dreamer. But this song isn't about stars... It's about FIREFLIES!

Hurmm... Since I probably won't get to see the whole sky light up with stars, fireflies would be the next best thing? Haha. Ooooh.... Only thing is I can't stand bugs, so I'd probably smash one when before it even lights up! =O How could I! They're already becoming so extinct in Malaysia.

I only recall seeing ONE lonely firefly in my whole entire life! And that was in Genting Highlands, how odd....


Anyway!

Went out today for a fun-filled ice-skating outing with the brother, the sister, the cousin (Lawrence), Eugene and Colin in Sunway Pyramid. Wheee... Fun fun fun. Love empty ice skating rinks! Skate fast without worrying whether someone's gonna clumsily crash into you,

and bring you down on the

cold,

wet,

icy floor.

Lessons learnt!

  1. wear thicker socks. Those skates are BRUTAL for the feet and ankles! urghh.

  2. OBSERVE surroundings. Obviously in the rink la. Near casualties decrease by ten folds when you look at WHO is skating, HOW they're skating, WHERE they're skating rather then looking at the ground all the time. The second I see a wobbly skater in front of me I'd try to find another path to skate. Haha. But results may differ between individuals XD This works for me.

  3. get into the rink as soon as they finish resurfacing the ice! It's like, pure untouched ice! gleeeeeeeeeeeee!

  4. stay in the rink as long as you can when they want to resurface the ice. Yea. Bye bye crowd.

  5. hurmmm.... return a hello? lol.

Came back feeling way too tired. The jams really just, take a whole lotta energy out of you, even if you're not driving (yes, I didn't drive there. heeee)


heh..... okay... feeling just a tinge lazy. Ending this post!





Christmas is coming..... hmm hmm... wheee =]


Thursday, December 17

too much....?


thinks too much....


hears too much....


sees too much....


arghhhhhhh........

maybe i just need to unplug my brains
blast hard metal music into my ears
and dig out my eyeballs.....


would that make this unusal pain go away?......

holding onto the reins too tightly....

Everything is determined, the beginning as well as the end, by forces over which we have no control. It is determined for the insect, as well as for the star. Human beings, vegetables, or cosmic dust, we all dance to a mysterious tune, intoned in the distance by an invisible piper.- Albert Einstein

Sometimes I get these emails filled with "motivational" quotes and I'd just scroll down, scan through and *yay* I've read it (1 less unread mail icon popping up on msn). But this.... quote... I DO NOT find it motivational at ALL! In fact, it only makes my imaginary prison walls seem more solid. Are we really all subjected to His plans?


I try not to question His plans for me and I know there will always be a reason behind everything that happens, things I expect and things I dismay. But, what if, I just feel that this plan shouldn't be for me, that I deserve more, that I am the sole driver of my destiny? Sounds selfish? Maybe a lil bratty? Heh. And this all coming from the less acknowledged part of myself.... control freak! I can't leave my life in the hands of others. I've gotta be in control! urghhh.....


I think it all comes down to the point of trusting His ways. Funny how I find it easier to trust my friends and family more than I can trust the Lord Almighty. Maybe I'm losing faith in Him! *gasp* no no no.... Do I doubt His plans? Definitely. You can't doubt and trust at the same time can you?.... *sigh*



why is it so hard to just trust You?

can't let go just yet....






Wednesday, December 16

okay... here we go....

*angie... blogging.... pfftttt.....*

(gimme a moment while I just laugh at myself) hahahaha! *regains composure*


I feel like an idiot smiling to myself right now. Haha! But yes. I have this sudden urge to write something. Today must've been a good, feel good day.... *plays B.E.P. - I gotta feeling* and..... now angie has writer's block..... =.="

Oh my goodness, this is hilarious! "Angie has a blog...." Yea, you can start turning in your bets "HOW LONG WILL ANGIE KEEP HER BLOG FOR!" whoopeedoo!~

This must also be the result of having too long a holiday. An uber long holiday that I should have filled with productive work! But, after A-Levels, productive work has always been the last thing on my mind (makes me sound like a sloth but you have no idea how I hate A-Levels). And then there's uni next year. GREAT! More work, assignments, deadlines, projects, presentations. I don't doubt that uni will be fun, I'm just not looking forward to working my butt off (and procrastination)..... again!

Heh.


Okay, I don't wanna end 2009 dreading 2010. Think positive! Be happy! Be perky! Be bubbly! 2009 definitely had it's ups and downs. And a very recent up..... hehe... *inserts smiley face*

Speaking of smiley faces....

Had a great outing with the Jo Ann, the Mei Yin and the Daryl.


Gosh, I really miss hanging out with these people, and why oh why do you all have to be in Australia (Aussie peeps you know who you are, this is torture!) Haha! Our little sharing session was well... very.... informative and probably much needed! Yes... I am very noob/naive! Boohoo... Haha. Haven't laughed so hard and so many times in a single day for a very long time. We should hang out more! And shop more!

I've got my......
- very very cute studded pumps...
*thank you my favourite ball of yarn!*
-
also very very cute ribbon pumps
- pretty turquoise hair pins from forever 21
- this well... silver ring from forever 21
- urmmmm... gold ring from .... forever 21...

Okay. Fine. Most of them were splurges (urghhh... guilty), but I couldn't help it! 0=]


At the end of the day, I have achieved....
~ total retail therapy bliss (but my eyes have not! heh heh)
~ the art of being asian ;]

And best of all!


~ kiss & tell ;]